Am I being authentic to my soul? How would I know that?
Is it rocket science?
How do I know when I am in the groove/switched on/flowing/yahooing/white water river rafting in my space of grace?
Deep questions for the mind to contemplate and figure so forget figuring and feel. Let go of your mind and move into the form and let it be easy peasy for the soul , or the she who is,the guy who knows and rocks....the eternal you.
How do I know when I am feeling truly alive and joyous and fit the skin I am in - is the easier way to find the answer.
Remember the last time you were doing something ( or nothing) that set your heart on fire. When you had lots of inner wows. When you heart was so full it lifted you up like a helium balloon to fly in the stratosphere above the dailyness.
There is no measure of this, it's the Tao - the watercourse - that which is - a connection, Beingness yet seperateness. The fizz in the champagne without the wine or alcohol.
Shiny specialness. Feeling hugged by the world.
Let go of the additives - the addictions, the tools of form that create nirvana for a nano second then evaporate leaving an aftertaste.
That is oblivion and has a huge price.
Soulness has no hangover, no neediness it isn't any type of entanglement/emeshment/found through another or a thing..... it is
out there to be seen
in there to be felt
pure light
effortless free floating fabulosity
heartfelt joy so powerful it snatches your breath.
A role on the otherhand is a tad more sedentary.
It's something we think we should be/could be/have to be/learned to be - dressing up,acting out drama queen. Plenty of projection and rejection with blame and shame.Or pure bloody banality.
It is where we hide in the cameo of less than - grate expectations that jar with the reality of our lot in life.
The only thing that stops us from being our soul is imagined fear ....
fear of falling
Everyday I walk the line and aim to fly high
How do you know when you are being real? Love to hear your stories.